towards
soul integrity
healing work
on the
nervous system
of humanity
My profound questioning of human existence has accompanied me since my very first breath. Perhaps because, at my birth, I stared for a few moments into the face of dying; today, I would say that I have seen God.
Every day since then, I am in the presence of both aspects. As a child, I explored the borderland between here and the subtle realms of “the other side” primarily in my inner dream world. It was a clear invitation into the depth, the depth of human existence.
What does it mean to be fully human? What does it mean to become whole? At the beginning of my learning journey I approached these questions from an academic perspective. In my trials and failings to fit into the world I was born in I came to a point where I was forced to dare a deep dive into my inner world. It turned out to be a PEARL DIVE.
The discovery of the traces of the ancestral trauma I was carrying and the growing capacity to track the subtle stress in my nervous system and to feel my own relational wounds and the places of broken trust opened up new possibilities to relate to the world around me.
My own experiences on that path of healing and the manifolds profound therapeutic and systemic trainings that followed it led to a deep understanding of the nature of our human being.
It helped me to mature, to find my mission and the appropriate form for me to engage and contribute – finally being able to serve humanity and the world with the holistic work I do.
MATURING, ENGAGING, SERVING can be seen as developmental stages of every human being and of humanity itself.
My path to wholeness included integration on all levels of the tissue a human existence is made of, which is the GOLDEN TRIAD of the state of our nervous system, our capability to create deep bonds/ to engage in meaningful relationships and our access to something bigger/ a stable connection to our soul.
The biggest and most rewarding piece for me to integrate was probably to be on the autistic spectrum which comes in my case with a special capability of SEEING. It remains an ongoing coming-out.
My way of being in the world today is curious, explorational and loving. I am convinced that humanity is a trustable species that can find its way back home.
I see humanity walking on the path TOWARDS SOUL INTEGRITY and it is a privilege and a blessing for me to support this major shift into the human-possible freedom and joy of a species that is evolving into its full potential and beauty.
Ann
the essence
Life is complex. “TOWARDS soul integrity” is my response to a world in which we repeatedly reduce the complexity of life to a for us manageable level – with devastating consequences.
Whether knowingly, with the hidden or brazenly open intention of personal gain, or unconsciously, following the fragmented logic of an un-recognized trauma dynamic – our thoughts and actions, if alienated from the basic principles of a vibrant life, cause damage. Damage to the space we all live in, damage to our societies, damage not least to our souls.
We are trapping ourselves in our own polarized and polarizing creations. “TOWARDS soul integrity” is committed to a Third Way. I know about the possibility that lies beyond our further, faster, higher. It is the dimension of depth. As human beings, we have fundamental access to it.
We have a choice.
Nevertheless, our ability to choose is largely suppressed or compromised by an invisible force which we need to become aware of. We do need to start to willingly and consciously relate to the layers of shame stored in our bodies, in our relational tissues and in the structures of our societies. It is this very unloved and repressed feeling that enables us to return to the intimacy of being human – to the intimacy with life itself.
let us be
our own
revolution
it
begins
with
saying
yes
to
our
dark
night
of
the
soul
who do we want to be as humanity?
