fully
human
My profound questioning of human existence has accompanied me since my very first breath. Perhaps because, at my birth, I stared for a few moments into the face of dying; today, I would say that I have seen God.
Every day since then, I am in the presence of both aspects. As a child, I explored the borderland between here and the subtle realms of “the other side” primarily in my inner dream world. It was a clear invitation into the depth, the depth of human existence.
What does it mean to be fully human? What does it mean to become whole? At the beginning of my learning journey I approached these questions from an academic perspective. In my trials and failings to fit into the world I was born in I came to a point where I was forced to dare a deep dive into my inner world. It turned out to be a PEARL DIVE.
The discovery of the traces of the ancestral trauma I was carrying and the growing capacity to track the subtle stress in my nervous system and to feel my own relational wounds and the places of broken trust opened up new possibilities to relate to the world around me.
My own experiences on that path of healing and the manifolds profound therapeutic and systemic trainings that followed it led to a deep understanding of the nature of our human being.
It helped me to mature, to find my mission and the appropriate form for me to engage and contribute – finally being able to serve humanity and the world with the holistic work I do.
MATURING, ENGAGING, SERVING can be seen as developmental stages of every human being and of humanity itself.
My path to wholeness included integration on all levels of the tissue a human existence is made of, which is the GOLDEN TRIAD of the state of our nervous system, our capability to create deep bonds/ to engage in meaningful relationships and our access to something bigger/ a stable connection to our soul.
The biggest and most rewarding piece for me to integrate was probably to be on the autistic spectrum which comes in my case with a special capability of SEEING. It remains an ongoing coming-out.
My way of being in the world today is curious, explorational and loving. I am convinced that humanity is a trustable species that can find its way back home.
I see humanity walking on the path TOWARDS SOUL INTEGRITY and it is a privilege and a blessing for me to support this major shift into the human-possible freedom and joy of a species that is evolving into its full potential and beauty.
Ann
TOWARDS
soul integrity
Life is complex. TOWARDS soul integrity is my response to a world in which we repeatedly reduce the complexity of life to a for us manageable level – with devastating consequences.
Whether knowingly, with the hidden or brazenly open intention of personal gain, or unconsciously, following the fragmented-fragmenting logic of an un-recognized trauma dynamic – our thoughts and actions, alienated from the basic principles of a vibrant life, cause damage. Damage to the space we all live in, damage to our societies, damage not least to our souls …
A life path towards soul integrity
the 3 pillars of my work
There is no short answer to the increasing polarisation and the violent conflicts that we see in our world. In our search for answers, what would we find if we were to dive deeper?
Can it be that our sensitivity as human beings is much finer than we have hitherto known? Can it be that we are far more trustworthy than we believe ourselves and one another to be?
It is my mission to create a deeper social understanding of trauma and of its transformative power when being processed in an integrative way. My offers reflect a human path towards soul integrity – which is a path of maturing, engaging & serving.
YOU towards soul integrity. Hands on trauma work: unresolved trauma leaves us in a fragmented state. To successfully engage with the world we need a healthy fundament to build on. In your individual pearl dive you find the safe space where you can heal and mature.
WE towards soul integrity. Hands on community work: unseen fragmentations in the web of our relationships compromise our ability to co-create. Re-installing coherence in your enterprise, family, neighbourhood, organisation will offer their members the basic conditions to engage.
US towards soul integrity. Hands on healing work on the nervous system of our species: my active research on modern circle cultures holds concrete possibilities to fulfil our deepest duty – to serve life.
You
towards soul integrity
In my trauma healing sessions you learn with me the art of pearl diving as a way to mature. By touching the layers of broken trust in you we will alchemise them into a hitherto unknown power to stand up for what and for whom you love.
We
TOWARDS soul integrity
With my community work in enterprises, municipalities, private neighbourhoods and organisations we start to close the gap between your social roles and your humanness, between your innermost truths and the world, creating the conditions for you to engage.
Us
TOWARDS soul integrity
Who do we want to be as humanity? This question is at the core of my active research. Gathering our human community of 8 billion people in an open discourse on deeply meaningful questions is my way to explore new societal structures that can serve life.
start your own revolution
Unseen and unaddressed losses of connection built up to a way of life that puts a heavy load on our souls. Our attempt to find our “role” in a fragmented world pulls us even deeper into the vicious circle of disconnect and feeds the feeling of homelessness that we share with so many. A subtle layer of shame we can hardly relate to is separating us from life.
Do you dare to be the one who is doing the first step out of it – opening a new playground for you and for others? Re-connecting the fragmented parts within you will not only heal your heart and soul. You will naturally affect the people around you and start a revolution in the frozen structures you live in. You will be an embodied invitation for everyone to be FULLY HUMAN.
I am inviting you to join a revolution. The revolution of life itself starting to claim its own integrity of being complex, wild, organic, play- and soulful. This is your true nature too. Soul integrity is your birthright. It’s time for you to come home.
A Trustable
Tribe
we are in this together
Our human species is going collectively through a dark night of the soul. 8 billion people find themselves in a phase of loss and disorientation, longing to discover and to share new meaning. To find our way back home we need the company of others. Get to know your community of pearl divers!
rest &
thrive
get oriented
Seeking for personal healing, running a company or being already active in an ambitious global project – you might wonder wether this work is for you. Rest & Thrive shows you the possible entry points for your journey. The truth is: we can start from everywhere.